The good, the amazing, the bad and the ugly – I spew it all out here on this here blog.
I haven’t shied away from sharing some things that have been hard – things that come with being in Christian ministry and with moving internationally. Things that just come along the journey of walking in obedience. But in and through it all – I hope that you can see what we hold on to – the hope we have in Him. The faithfulness of our Father God. His provision. His care. His love.
I can’t paint a clear and accurate picture of life as we know it, without this highlighting of challenges and highlighting of great joy, because that’s the reality of walking hand in hand in God, and my prayer and goal for these posts is to encourage and to bless, most of all – because it’s in these hard times that God shines through, and it is in the good times, that God is glorified. God is good, all the time. All the time, God is good.
So – today I just have to shine a huge big spotlight on my God. The hero of my story today is my one and only Saviour. The bragging rights can only go to Him, and Him alone.
With our recent move to Australia one of the many things that concerned my Momma heart was to do with how my two oldest boys would cope academically, with settling into a completely different school curriculum. Add into that equation that we felt God calling us to send them to a private school, where the academic expectations are somewhat higher than a state school. Add into that equation the fact that both boys pretty much skipped a grade each, although the comparisons are hard to make as each of the curriculum and year intakes work are so different it is hard to compare. Add into that equation my boys are taking subjects they have had no exposure to before….you get the drift….this whole schooling business has been a big deal for me. It would have been no surprise to have found gaps in their learning – even though they both are hard workers and have excellent attitudes towards study. But God.
Our story is peppered with ‘BUT GOD’ moments….and this is just another to show His loving kindness.
We now have had school report cards for both boys – and quite simply – they are rocking school. There are no gaps in their learning.
I would brag about my boys and how wonderful they are, and they are. Quite wonderful. But they are also works in progress, as are we all.
I had to learn to trust God and trust that these boys would be ok in this new school environment, that they would not be intimidated and overwhelmed. And God came through. And is coming through. And this is the story of our lives.
Accepting the call. Embracing the call. Swallowing fear and pride and personal desires and disappointments and allowing God to do what He does best. Come through. For us. Because He loves us.
We will overcome by the blood of the lamb and the word of our testimony……I have no greater tool at my disposal of showing God’s greatness, than of bragging of what he has done in my life. In the lives of my family.
My boys could be struggling so much – they could be grieving over what they have lost, they could be struggling with cultural changes and they could be troubled with feeling of inadequacy and low self-esteem if they were struggling academically at school. But they are not. Because. God. There are still challenges for them – speech and accent issues to name one – but God is still so very good.
Whatever God has called you and your family to – He will lead you through. He will enable you. He will protect you. He will bless you in your obedience. There will be road-bumps along the way, there are always road-bumps along the way – but that’s part and parcel of life and of our Christian journey.
There is so much to be gained in and through obedience. God knows what our Mother hearts cry out for, God knows what keeps us awake and thinking of the worst case scenarios. He knows and He moves.
My God’s a big God. Your God is a big God. We serve a mighty God.